humiliated

  hmm .currently ive been humiliated by a friend of mine .we used to be very closed to each other .apparently not  .hmm THE MAIN POINT HERE IS .i dont have any problems with her .zero ! but i just dont understand y she did tht .i need an asnwer pls !

    hmm okay ,to be honest i got into a fight with ths one girl tipah (not real name ) .but nt real fight ,'silence fight' .but as fr me ,its nt a fight .i just kept my self shut so i wont hurt her .because frankly ,once i open my mouth ,akan jd a bit 'celupar' .but tipah got me wrong .she helps me a lot .i thank her so much .in fact as a friend i do care fr her n i love her as a sister .but ,though she helps me tht doesnt mean she can betray me n stabb me .she took me fr granted .but i dnt want ppl to misjudge me .so to avoid tht ,i kept myself shut .stay away frm her .n act normal .the reason to tht silence is she abandoned me but shes accusing me .long time ago ,when the term just started ,i had an ex-bf .i usually hang out with him .most of the time i invited tipah n joyah(not real name ) to join us .MOST OF THE TIME ! one day i broke up with him .n i rarely went out since.tipah got to know someone and they hang out quite a lot of times .the saddest part here is tipah n joyah NEVER invite me even once .EVEN ONCE ! we ran into each other at stairs n ask ,dr mne ?they answered me 'mall '.i was like ,ouh kua x ajak .it was been tht way fr a very long time .but i keep myself shut .sabar ,sabar .bukan big matter pn kan .n one day i met with hadi imaran which is my bf now .n i restarted my habit .always hang out with him ,but ths time i reduce the 'invitations' because he likes to date without anyone else n plus i think its fair enough .fullstop .eventually ,i heard a rumor saying tht 'arfy dh berubah lepas jumpa hadi .dh jarang ajak kitaorg keluar ' .its from tipah .at the moment she said this the guy she met ady left her .so has no transportation other than bus to go out .well i said ths to the 'penyampai' .'x pnah ????? r u sure x pnh ??kau suruh sikit dye tu pk bfre talk ' .if u guys r following me ,is ths fair fr me ??answer me .

   the second thg she did was she always kept me apart frm my bf .n till she cause a chaos in our relationship .i dnt want to say more .but fr my previous bf ,i dn really mind .but as fr hadi ,i could not take it anymore .she went overboard .the truth came out frm hadi's mouth .n it was like he spill it without realising tht i was there .tipah called'msg him 4 in the morning just to say tht her back was aching .smethng like mengadu lah .if u guys were her ,will u do the same ??ths doesnt make sense .call bf org mlm2 just to 'mengadu' ???i xkacau pn bf dye .but at ths case it not her fully fault ,my bf did sent her a msg n ask her 'cne ?ok x??' i was so freaking out the moment i read it .it was like he 'komplot' dgn tipah ton knock me down .it hurts a lot n he tries to cover his mistakes by letting his anger off at me .then we settle down .then i got to know frm hadi tht tipah ask him to bring her to a place for some reason .then i was like ,npe tipah x tye aku dulu bfre nk approach my bf??y ??y ???yes mmg hadi always get in touch with her but the reason he did is to know my condition .because ive been sick fr a few months .but tht doensnt tipah cn text him whenever she likes fr personal .if smethg personal she should come to me n ask my permission first .ni tidak ,mcm hadi tu kwn lme dye or bf dye plak .just dn get her lah .with my prev bf pn dye bt the same thg (worst) dgn hadi pn nk .ths is wt i said she took me fr granted .

       the third thng tht tipah did was she treated my mum like ape jek .one day when i reached penang ,my mum invited tipah n few friends to join us fr dinner at a hotel .i tried to reach her but she didnt pick up .so i call her bf n ask fr tipah ,apparently she was taking a bath .so i talked to her .then she answered me 'tgk lah dulu (x ikhlas)' n i said anythg text me .n let me know earlier .then i invited the rest of them .they respond to me .but nt fr tipah .i texted her frm dsy to nite .but nt even a msg came in .my mum book seats fr 12 ppl .n she kept asking ,'where's tipah ?is she coming or nt .' i dont know wt to give her as an answer .so i said 'x kut '.then she asked me y ?i walked away .i dont like to see her in tht way .i text tipah again but still no answer .so i just let it go .n went fr dinner .thankfully one of my friend brought his cousin along so all of the seats are occupied .alhamdulillah .but y she did th to my mother ?she cn bring along her bf ,my mum wouldnt mind .i also wouldnt mind .AT ALL !

     one day i view pg tipah n i noticed smethg .she posted smethg .she mentioned smethg like 'x kenang budi n x sdr diri '.i know it would be me .i was so pissed off at tht moment so i posted somethng at my wall which is related to TIPAH NOT JOYAH .it kinda harsh .i know BUT I DID NOT MENTION THE NAMES .i let it BE AS ANONYMOUS .JOYAH read the post n she was clever to post a blog title 'NURUL AFIQAH MD YATIM' .in it she started how she met n when i gazed through ,she wrote all bad thngs abt me .she dont know the truth but she HUMILIATED me .the worst part is she dregged my mother whom HAD HELPED HER BEFORE  .is ths make sense to u ??she can humiliate me as much as she wants ,but nt to my mum whom HELPED HER A LOT ! in fact ,HELPED THEM !!! of course org tu kn roommate kau msti lah kau back aku ,aku back up kau .haihhhhh .SO i inbox joyah at fb ,n ask wt was the purpose ?i kinda x fhm y she plak yg mengamuk n post all the craps ??then she replied with all the nonsense .i replied back .(no need to know) .but the last sentence i included was 'AKU RSE KAU LG TERUK DR AKU ,SEJAHAT JAHAT AKU ,AKU X HUMILIATE ORG .AKU X MENTION NME ORG KT PUBLIC .UNLIKE U :) '

     mama:adik ,bia jek ,org mcm ny xkan hidup dgn aman .kita x bt slh dgn dye .bia jek k

P/S:AKU X PERFECT .AKU PN ADE BT SLAH NGN KAU .BUT AT LEAST AKU TAW HOW TO APOLOGISE .DLM HAL INI ,BUKAN KAU JEK YANG SLH .AKU PN ADA .TP KAU MMG XTAW MNX MAAF .N XKAN PNAH SDR SLH KAU TIPAH ,N JOYAH ,BUKAN KAU JEK BTL .ORG LAIN PN ADE BTL NYA GAK .KORG PTUT SDR TU .AKU SLH AKU ADA MNX MAAF .KORG SLH ,ADE KORG MNX MAAF ??HAIHHHH

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